can i ever get him back?

first i wanna say, i just join this so sorry if im not doing this right. but anyways...

i had a time in my life when i was multiple of men, but then i met this guy Shawn, and he was amazing. I ditched all the guys i was dating for him because i really like him and wanted to be serious. And eventually we became serious, we werent in a relationship but in the process of making into one. but one unfort day, i flipped out on him for NO reason. I was pmsing and took it out on the wrong person. i had no right to fight with him when he didnt do anything, he said he forgave me but after that fight we talked less and less to the point that he ignored my texts. then a month later i contacted him again, and we talked and he told me he wants to be friends, but id love to be with him again and start over, and ive told him already that i wish i didnt screw things up but he never said anything. he will text me occasionally but never will mention anything about getting back together,

now does anyone think me and this guy will ever get back together, or shouldi jus move on?

FIRST DATE

Well I made it through the 1st one and it didn't kill me but there was no 2nd one (my choice) as I believe that we definitely weren't compatible and that is being generous. lol


Now this one scares me more.....we've talked on the phone a lot and the conversations have went very well, I mean really well. He was my bf in the 5th grade (for a week or two) lol but since school, I haven't saw him or spoken with him. In our conversations, there are no glaring red flags, no reason to think that I would be wasting my time, in fact I'm quite intrigued to meet him and get to know him. The kicker is, it's sight unseen, well not since we were kids. So that makes me a bit nervous because what if one of us doesn't see the other as physically attractive?

We have very similar backgrounds and belief systems. We have a lot of commonalities in many areas.

I guess to sum it up, it scares me because we have communicated so well over the phone and it seems if there is definite potential there provided there is a physical attraction. So any thoughts on it, would be appreciated it or just telling me to chill out, would be good. lol

Dating 4 months. Nothing for Valentine's Day except a text message

We talk daily. See each other a few times a week. He tells me how much he likes me, invites me to go on trips with him, I've met his girls, but NOTHING for Valentine's Day but a text message? Really? Should I take this as him not being that into me or what? We went out to dinner last weekend and he brought up how much pressure Valentines day was (almost as if to test my reaction and see if I would let him off the hook... I just asked him why he felt that way, but did not agree or disagree either way. Just listened.)

After 4 months, I feel like he should do something. It could be ANY gesture at all. I am not getting any indication that this relationship is progressing in any way. I feel stupid for saying anything and stupid for not saying anything. Silence feels like I am accepting it and saying it's okay, but what can you really say about that. Yes, 2 days later and it's still bothering me---MISS MARPLE